The Last Time I Committed Suicide
Based on Neal Cassady's letter to Jack Kerouac, the film follows Neal in 1946 Denver as he attempts to navigate his chaotic life after his girlfriend, Joan, overdoses on sleeping pills. While she is in a coma, Neal reflects on their tumultuous relationship, his infatuation with her, and his own self-destructive tendencies, all while trying to maintain his friendships with various Beat Generation figures, including his best friend Harry and the budding poet Al. As Joan's fate hangs in the balance, Neal grapples with guilt, love, and the search for meaning in a world that constantly pushes him to the edge, ultimately leading him to consider his own mortality and the true nature of his connections.